Smoking or Non? Quitting Day 5
Today Nicole started refering to me as her “non-smoking boyfriend”. I think that’s a bit premature, but I like the sound of it. Every single day it is getting easier. We slept in until about 12:00. Coming in at 4:00 am after partying all night with friends, half of whom smoked, is not the most healthy thing, but I consider it a victory. Its my business to party, drink late, and be social, literally. BarFly wouldn’t be much without it. There I was doing everything that I used to require 50 cigs to participate in, and I’m not even getting horribly twitchy or pissed. I’m even thinking of myself as a non-smoker, a tiny bit. I was always envious of those who never factored the need to smoke into their plans. It sounds silly, but I always wondered what it would be like if cigarettes were not a factor in my life.
The drive home was good, I ate a ton of sunflower seeds, but otherwise it was good. I do find myself craving food more now though, so I might have to *gasp* start running or something…if my pack a day for the past 10 years lungs can handle it.